Distorted thoughts
Social exhaustion
Just tryna make my mind function
Sometimes I malfunction.
Alcohol fixes my anxiety temporarily.
Don’t wanna go crazy!
People call me lazy.
Lucky them, they have the energy to do things.
I’d rather be sleeping
or staring at the wall.
Where has the time gone?
Where is my alarm!
I hit the snooze button.
Forget this! I don’t need this!
And screw you for not understanding.

Happiness seems like a fantasy.
Why can’t it be a reality  for me?

“Life sucks!” I want to shout out loud.
What is everybody smiling about?

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